`* Tox iic Ati oN ll0ve___// ~.

2012-01-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY DRAGON YEAR!

2012-01-03T19:21:00.000+08:00

I'm offically 22 now!

2011-12-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY DRIVING! ^^

2011-12-22T16:46:00.007+08:00

bf went bk ipoh to make his car.
this time round he wanto change his car's door.
eventually I dun really allow him to change it.
cuz it's kinda expensive for both the cost and the maintenance wise.
but he keeps telling me it's his dream since young.
so bobian. he bought it n insist to change it asap..
well it turn out quite nice though.
so here are some pic of his car.

2011-12-19T17:02:00.001+08:00

Bf is now bk in Ipoh. will only be back on Friday morning. :(

思念 By Mavis Hee 许美静:"A Song To Remember" Interlude 星洲之夜插曲

2011-12-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

飞远的风筝一心想跟著云朵
没想过风停了该怎麼做
白雪和冬天相约的那麼执著
我们遥远的距离却为了什麼
我不懂追梦是快乐还是空
当勇气失去后崇景也许成了磋跎
命运若不肯答应让我们牵手
离别挥不走曾经美丽的念头
越过伤越过痛怨不了的哀与愁
天荒地老一直同游别停在缺口
我不懂追梦是快乐还是空
当勇气失去后崇景也许成了磋跎
命运若不肯答应让我们牵手
离别挥不走曾经美丽的念头
越过伤越过痛怨不了的哀与愁
天荒地老一直同游别停在缺口
天荒地老一直同游别停在缺口....

2011-12-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

i feel like opening an online blogshop.
should i?

2011-12-08T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl! Remenber to vote for me! ^^

Maroon 5 - Moves Like Jagger ft. Christina Aguilera

2011-12-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

love this song!

2011-12-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps!
Thanks for those who hv voted for me during the semi final of Miss Santarina!
Esp those who helped me to share on their wall. Big big hug!
Well, am now selected for the Final list (Top 10) !
Hope you guys will be able to vote for me again.
Do like my picture from the link below.
Will be nice if you could spread this around for me too!
Thanks ya! ❤
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=282220671813973&set=a.282220378480669.59806.203207613048613&type=1&ref=nf

2011-11-30T11:07:00.001+08:00

一起刷牙、一起吃饭、一起睡觉，就算每天只做这三件事，我也愿意跟你做一辈子。❤

2011-11-21T09:03:00.001+08:00

i wanna be your angel

2011-11-20T20:50:00.007+08:00

did my Miss Santarina photoshoot and video ytd.
was kinda fast and fun! i think i did quite badly for the video recording. x(
but well, it's already done.

and i dun really like my Santarina outfit. :(
prefer the Angel look instead. (had upload one on fb)
looking forward for the picture to be ready!

Do vote for me ok? ^^

Countdown to 5 more days!

2011-11-18T15:40:00.000+08:00

first time ever putting up a Christmas tree!
it was kinda tiring though.
isn't it cute?

countdown to 7 more days!

2011-11-17T16:33:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Eileen!
Big girl now! =p
Going to catch Happy Feet 2 with the girls ltr to celebrate leen's bday.
Had an early celebration last Saturday. Was really fun!

some pics below taken by polariod.

Happy Birthday! Muacks!

Okay, shall update again soon :D

2011-11-16T22:31:00.001+08:00

Big hugs & thanks to those who supported me during the Miss Santarina Semi Final!
I have around 270 votes in total (one of the top)! ^^

Am now selected for the Final list (Top 10)! Do support me ya!
Will be doing another photoshoot before the final round offically begin.

Stay tune!

WindFlower - 바람꽃 - IU

2011-11-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

2011-11-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

PS. the pic below is seleted by the management.

Hello readers! I need ur help!
hope you will be able to vote for me . By giving me a like on my picture from the link below. will be nice if you could spread this around for me too! thanks ya! =) ❤

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=269628116406562&set=a.269626973073343.58065.203207613048613&type=...3&theater

2011-11-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

Baby Jerald

omg why you so cute?!

i seriously can look at this pic for minutes!

love this pic alot! kawaii much! <3

2011-11-08T22:55:00.005+08:00

Staying over at leen's place last Saturday.
it was really an awesome night!

the main purpose of staying over it to help her with her Bday preparation.

and my job of the day is to help her design and make her props up! like 249586years nv do art n craft already.
okay, before the night start. meet leen to JP to get some stuffs for her bday.then man came over to have dinner with us at ljs before we head to yew tee to order leen's door gift. but unfortunately the stall don't do preorder, will need to call to their HQ straight for preorder. so we head to leen's place.
before we get to the mian point of the night, 3 of us were happily doing nonsense. cant really rmb all the things we did, only rmb that the girls want me to set their hair and shape their brows. ohh! and lots of tibits =x
we only get started ard 12plus?

after 2hrs of hardship here's my final 'art piece'

thought those props above aren't prefer, but i'm proud of myself alrdy. =p
slept at 3plus am and woke up ard 10 am the next morning.
lh came over to leen's place to fetch 3 of us to bf's place for lunch!
cuz it's their 29th monthzary. ^^
here's a pic before heading out.

Happy weekends!

YouTube Challenge - I Told My Kids I Ate All Their Halloween Candy

2011-11-02T15:58:00.000+08:00

LOL

2011-11-01T11:11:00.001+08:00

Every 1st day of the month shall be the happiest day to start off with. Cuz it's always our monthsary! ❤

1/11/11 11:11

2011-10-22T14:29:00.003+08:00

had MOF izayaki w amanda ytd! and i finally got myself a MOF member card. ^^ the food there is kinda 2 times more expensive than Sakae. but i love their desserts! mad yummy! walk ard lot1 looking for cupcakes. as sis wanna order some for baby Jerald's baby shower. saw this cupcakes stall selling cute n tiny cupcakes. but it's super expensive. 1 lil tiny pcs of cupcake ard our thumb size is $1. O.O i wonder how many of u all will buy huh? well after max, went over to sis's place to pass her the brochure and visit Jerald for awhile. wanted to fetch mummy home in the end her boss send us back. ^^

2011-10-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

Recently I keep feeling the pain ard my chest area when i breath. What's wrong? :(

2011-10-18T14:12:00.003+08:00

Baby Jerald is so adorable

though he is now still very small and tiny than most of the new born baby but he is really a smart baby. can understand wad we r trying to tell him! and he rarely cry like other baby.

love him ttm!
小宝贝，你要健健康康的长大哦! 干妈妈爱你!❤

龔柯允 - 離島 ( KTV )

2011-10-13T00:33:00.003+08:00

love this song.. :)

2011-10-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

SO BORED :(

KAREN - Cinta Hello Kitty (Music Video)

2011-10-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

2011-10-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sis gave birth to her lil baby boy this afternoon!

Baby Jerald is so cute! can't wait to hug him! ^^

2011-09-30T17:34:00.000+08:00

realise myself getting more and more lazy ever since starting of this yr.
until i can keep repeating taking the same few clothes out for work.
i used to put on make up and wear lots of wu a bu a accessories when i go out or work.
but now? just foundation that's all.
Those accessories of mine had been station at the same place for quite some time alrdy.
if i'm not wrong 50% of them are new.
buy home to accumulate dust only :(
waste money.

Just rmb this coach wallet which bf gv me on Vday. haven use lor. tsk tsk

i must not be lazy anymore.

2011-09-29T09:11:00.006+08:00

Random..
While having my breakfast (Chicken pie) in front of my office's desk
i feel like baking!
cookies, pies, muffins, cup cakes, tarts etc..
but so far i can only bake muffins

i wanna bake bake bake!

2011-09-27T11:46:00.003+08:00

Another outing with my 2 girlfriends!
Supposed to go gym but Amanda is still having her cough so we went bugis instead. it had been awhile since i shop at Bugis street?
Well, we first went to look for helium balloons (for leen's bday) then had our dinner and lastly shopping. No good buy, only manage to get a belt. =/
Anw, we were so hungry yet couldn't decide what to eat.

In the end we get ourselves filled at MOF @ My Izakaya.

We each ordered a Don and some side dish! End up all of us didn't manage to finish the food :P
Manda was crazily wanting to order the Age Gyoza while leen dun wan it.
But in the end she loves it too!
Me actually wanted to order seafood potato salad but in the end leen order the wrong thing. She ordered potato salad instead.. :'(
And ohh! me n leen share the yummy orea and cookies milk shake w ice cream.
super nice! and the hot green tea too!
But.. their service quite bad though.. Especially the cashier. We waited 10 mins for our bill, in the end we still need to walk over to the cashier to ask for our bill again. And we actually ask one of the staff for some of the bill enquries, one say yes, one say no. can't they just make up their mind? NVM. Worst part, the cashier freaking show us attitude. she even throw the tips into the tips box n nv say thank you n all? SMLJ? I own u? She is so lucky that we forgot to see her name tag. if not cfm write in to their HQ.
Okok forget it. Shall go to CCK outlet in future. =)

Hang out

2011-09-23T14:11:00.003+08:00

Had a short meet up with Yun Lan n Yumi ytd! hasn't see them for quite awhile alrdy. esp Yumi. 2yrs? Well, it was a sudden meet up. 3days ago , i received Yun Lan's call while i was on my way home after work. She asked me if i'm free on thursday after work and said that Yumi and her will be meeting for dinner and want me to join them. Was so excited for the meet up since Tuesday.
So we went 313 for dinner. Had this Fragrant Hotpot at one of the stall at Food republic.

This big bowl of 'Liao' totally attract their attention once they step into Food Republic. But in the end it turn out quite sucky?

well, for me after a few spoon i find it kinda torturing. it's too spicy i swear! It taste salty at the finishing part. super yucky. all those spices they add in was totally terrible.
And it cost us $50+. Too over price. Seriously we could had go for something better. ( you can see all slot of mushroom on the pic above, only 10% of meat.) I can still feel the spice in my tummy until now! So disappointing! :(
Okay gonna stop complaining abt this bowl of food. after that we went to basement for some yogurt!
Yami Yogurt =p

Had a good chat with them until 10+. We got so much to catch up! i'm so glad that most for my friends (esp sec sch friends) are attached! it's like how we see each other grow.
I really like the way how a grp of girls hang out together, exchange problems, laugh and joke together. hope to meet up with all my other girlfriends soon!

i always think that my sec sch time was one of my most memorable and happiest moment in my life.

2011-09-19T10:53:00.002+08:00

Bored at work. :(
it's monday, i'm late for work. train delay, stuck at je, unable to board the train due to too many ppl. only manage to reach ofc ard 8.38 am. first thing i do when i reach ofc is to on the com and stone in front my desk. totally got nothing to do at all. i'm seriously rotting at work. well, i'm not the only one rotting ok. i feel liketaking half day leave but no where to go. :(

还是要幸福

2011-09-16T11:27:00.000+08:00

2011-09-15T10:58:00.007+08:00

bf went back ipoh last sun and back this morning. i thought time will be passing very slowly w/o him w me. but i survive! manage to chat w him through FB's pm and whatsapp. Plus lots of event to attend. many of them ask me why i didn't go back w him this time round. the reason is because his plan for goin bk this time is to modify his car. i dun really like to go ard w him to diff garage to 'zhen' the car. so hot and dirty and tiring and boring! =x i would rather go work. so decide to stay in SG n not wasting my AL. cant wait to meet up w him this Saturday. will be celebrating mummy's bday this coming Saturday too. yet to decide where to celebrate. any suggestion? =/

2011-09-14T11:11:00.000+08:00

相爱太早爱不起。相遇太晚等不起。缘分太少伤不起，桃花太多爱不起。真正的爱情，没有早到晚到，没有或多或少，是你，就是你。❤

11:11

Ikoku Meiro No Croisee OST- 01 So Ra So Mi

2011-09-11T13:05:00.001+08:00

2011-09-09T13:26:00.003+08:00

有些人就是爱在背后说人是非，也不先看看自己。爱怎么说我并不太在意。那是因为你不懂得欣赏我，我也不需要你欣赏。多你一个少你一个也没差。祝你嘴巴早点烂掉。

Just like what i said before, i will respect those who respect me, and forget those who forget me. Simple as that.

2011-09-04T23:13:00.001+08:00

Haisssss :(:(:(:(:(

2011-09-03T16:12:00.013+08:00

random updates.
Just rmb that i have not update abt my new iphone4 white ever since bf got it for me last month.
Yes, another phone from boyfriend within a year. he got me an iphone 4 black on my bday this yr rmb? now he get me the white one. i feel so spoil. =s

throughtout this 14ths together, bf really spoil me with lots of gadget.

First, it's a Nikon D3000 DSLR on our 1st month together.

Second, a watch from him during Christmas.

Third, iphone4 Black on my 21st bday.

Fourth, Instant camera on Vday.

And now, an iphone 4 White for our 1yr Anniversary.

i seriously feel so spoil and blessed at the same time to have such a nice bf seriously. for now, i just hope that he can stop spending so much money getting me stuff. with him beside me is more than enough. love my bf ttm. Happy 14th month! <3

2011-09-01T10:50:00.001+08:00

Bf in 2 different look. Chef or waiter? which one better? LOL

2011-08-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE IS LOOKING FOR MONEY ._______.

2011-08-30T17:51:00.006+08:00

i'm so bored to rot. it's Hari Raya! one PH for me. but am rotting at home. =( no nice tv show too. so decided to dl Dragon Nest SEA. hopefully it is fun? will ask bf to join too. hahas well, bf supposed to end work at 6pm today but received his text at 4pm saying that over there is very busy. sian ttm. gonna nua my off day away. shall get mooncake for his parents next week before he go back ipoh for 5days. gonna miss my boy... :'(

2011-08-25T10:53:00.002+08:00

recently my hair sucks alot. =( i think it's time to do a change. i need new hair style.

2011-08-14T11:49:00.000+08:00

i fat already lah. ='(

2011-08-10T10:58:00.005+08:00

i always failed to update my blog. =p spend my weekends with bf and friends. they are awesome! 2D3N at mr wui's place. all we do is eat play and slp. x)

well, Darren drove us over last sun. went over to eric's place before going Station One for supper.

have heard of Station one since last yr but nv been there before. so finally, i get to go over there that night. the place is jus like Wala Wala @ SG. Got live band etc. super cool! and the food super yummy!

after light super, darren us drove over to Overtime to meet up w the rest to celebrate eric's bday. first time too! did nth much over there. only ordered a barrel of beer and of coz cake smacking section. LOL

we left overtime in less than an hr time. as it was a sunday, the place close at 2am. so we end up with 1/2 barrel of beer untouch. and i drank less than 1/2 a glass. they guys decide to eat 'loklok' as 2nd round of supper. so they drove to the nearest 'pushcart' loklok store. but the better store close earl, think business very good. hahas well, it's my first time too! but it's kinda disappointing, plus not use to it. so only ate 2-3 stick.

me & xiaoyu.

it's already 3plusam after we done with our supper. the guys decided to play snooker while me and xiaoyu head home for horror movie! so they drove us home first.
slept at 5plus am after the guys are back.

woke up ard 12plus pm the next day. the guys are out to purchase the food for bbq at night
so we too prepare ourselve before they are bk. xiaoyu drove me to some cafe for lunch before we hv our shopping at Sutara mall.

then we went bk to meet up the guys and went for snooker! play for 3 hrs and bk home for bbq ard 8pm. was super full that night. ate alot of rubbish. me love otah^^
snooker for 2hrs again after bbq. ard 1am. tired max. went bk for slp straight after shower.

next morning, eric brg us to tis 鲍鱼面 store for lunch before we go bk SG. ok i dun really like 鲍鱼 gave them to bf. =p

i think i had well spend my weekends with this awesome grp of friends. but it's kinda tiring. slept for hrs after i reach home. x)

2011-07-31T13:22:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna rot soon! have been staying at home w/o stepping out of my hse since ytd. What a weekends. -.- everyone is so busy goin out with bf n husband. where are all my friends when i need their company? :(:(:( anw, keep having nightmare for the past few days. dreams of the same situation but diff scene. weird or wad.

2011-07-30T15:05:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna spend some times to slot all my pictures. they are all in a mess now. and lots new photos are still in my phone.

*blasting my speaker in my room now*

2011-07-29T14:59:00.000+08:00

I WANNA PARTY!

2011-07-17T15:35:00.002+08:00

had nightmare last night. woke up with anger and sadness. kinda find the dream real to me. so told baby abt my nightmare. baby suppose to work at 2pm but someone changed shift w him to 10am. =( sianness.. anyway, found out something quite disappointing. though it's small matter. but jus find it abit sian 1/2 when i found out. -.- should i bring upon this topic? =/

2011-07-16T14:51:00.006+08:00

it's Saturday! finally going on a date on a saturday ^^ kinda excited :) had been kinda slpy for the pasted few days.. keep dozing off. tsk.. anyway, had booked my air tix for Nov's Ipoh trip. only firefly airline can fly to ipoh from Sg. werid much. and the price of the tickets is way higher than others. =O but atleast we won't need to travel by the coach for 7hrs. suoer bored one can?!

okay guess i will need to go prepare myself for ltr on soon. byebye^^

2011-07-14T22:25:00.001+08:00

失落

2011-07-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

seriously hving bad mood now. seems like no one really understand how i feel. u ppl jus keep forcing n forcing. expect me to be wadever you all want me to be. i decided to do something, u told me it's too early to decide. then i decided not to, u keep forcing me to listen to ur advise. you all really messed up my life. 起起落落的生活，好不容易平息了下来。才没几天，麻烦又找上门了。 i seriously don't wish to ask for much.
我只要求我能开心的过着简单的生活。
未来会怎样，谁也猜不到。所以不要太早下定论。
我的未来，我自己决定!

2011-06-18T15:21:00.003+08:00

i miss the time we always meet up for shop n dinner. nowadays we really hv hard time meeting up each other. like once a week only? and each time is only 4hrs. so in conclusion, we only meet each other 4hrs/week. super sad case can? really hope that his outlet will hire some more staffs. it will be better if they are those responsible kind. so that he wont need to work full shift everyday. yes, i think this is the saddest part. in the past, he manage to get off day on weekends once in a blue moon, 2pm-10pm or even 10am-6pm once a week. which means lesser working time. but now? he must work 10am-10pm everyday even during weekends. only can off on a weekday. which means after my work ends then we will meet up.. -.-' that is why we only manage to meet for 4hrs a week. how sad can this be.. way worse then those bf in army. =(

really pray that his company can hire some new employee soon! okay, gonna go prepare myself now. going for wedding dinner of my colleuage.

2011-06-12T11:50:00.010+08:00

less than 6hrs ago we were all still laying ard after drink in a club at JB and i'm now rebonding my hair at at one of the salon 'REDS' in City Square. this salon provide computer for us to surf net while getting our hair done. super thoughtful can! i seriously got nth much to browes so am here to blog. heh.. this is the first time getting my hair done here. hopefully the outcome is good.
okay back to ytd.
head down to nihon to meet up with baby, stanley n darren. Darren drove us all to Marsiling to meet up with the rest before we head down to one of the club located in JB. before the rest arrive, we went 7 11 to get some food. spend a bomb there. after waited for 30mins n so, the rest arrived.
this is the first time ppl drove me to custom. like fun? it's way faster then how we usually Q up at the custom, up n down the bus. it totally cut off the walking time. me like! (Y) and the clock strike 12 when we were at Malaysia's custom waiting for out turn. 4 of us sang birthday song loudly inside the car. -.-
after passing the Mayalsia's custom, they speed like mad. Super scary can! esp when they break close to each other out of the sudden. my heart almost pop out more then 10times! i swear! they too high alrdy! after 20 over mins, we finally reach the club. i think by the time it was alrdy 1am not very sure of the place, jus follow them blindly...
at first, 8 of us open 1 black label and a tower of beer. and we finished up in 1 hr. i think it's kinda fast! but it was only 2plus am.
So they decide to open another bottle of black label and a tower of beer. the guys finish them up in another 45mins. like hiong ok? few of them vomit twice, fainted and drink again! this seens happened again n again until 3plus am til the club end.. my leg even got hurt by cigg when they fall here n there @@ ouch ok?
while wait waiting them the car to arrive, few of them vomit outside the club.. the others also vomit when the were on their way to the carpark to get the car. when we were on our way to Mr wui's hse. they stopped for afew times to vomit! Baby, leong and mr wui seriously cmi
something serious actually happened in between when we arrive the door step.. not gonna mention it here, but it seriously freak all of us out! luckily he is alright after an hr or so.. not much proper photo taken. only unglam photo (those r taken when everyone is drunk, vomit n faint seens) -.-'
it was really a unexpected experence in my life.
well i guess everyone still enjoy themselves. Hope to hang out with them again!

lastly, wish baby boy a very happy birthday and more to come! love ya!

2011-06-06T12:27:00.001+08:00

seriously i can't believe that my bf is still smoking.
and he's getting more n more heavy on it instead of lesser.
what's worse was he dun even intend to quit anymore
compare to the past like how he promise.
i really hope that he have this in mind.
how much i hv already give in to him
for those who know me, i'm sure you all know i hv been giving in quite alot already.
in the past, i want him to totally quit smoking.
yes, i know it's not gonna be easy. it's kinda impossible for a heavy smoker totally quit this habit
longer time will be needed.
so i gave in. 1yr already passed.
mths ago he told e he is trying. 2days a stick i'm fine with it.
atleast i know he is trying.
in order not to stress him, i tried not to mention it in front of him offen.
but now? what kind of ans did i received?
i'm hv been stressing u for asking/ concering u?
c'mon,dun throw everything back to me ok
i'm just trying to do what a gf should do.
concern abt ur health etc.
pls think abt it. how many times had we been quarreling becuz of this topic.
if this thing gonna be a threathen between our r/s
why don't you do something abt it?
unless u would rather sacrifice our r/s for your cigarette

2011-06-05T15:19:00.001+08:00

Disappointed..

2011-05-12T11:00:00.000+08:00

it had been really hot for the past few days..
busy almost everyday. how i wish i can have more time for sleeping.....

2011-05-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

it had been weeks since is last blog.
i don rmb wad had i been busy with, just know that i had spend quite alot on transport. :(
anw, recently there is this girl name Jenny Pu, keeps pm me on fb!
telling me bad stuff abt my bf, his past, asking me to be careful, not to be silly etc.
well, i think that's a fake profile for sure.
And i not sure wheather wad she said is true or not, i will still take it as an advise
of cuz i did help me bf abit throught out the conversation lah.
thought i know him for a yr only but am still quite understand his character
but things get worse after exchange a few conversation with her.
(seriously i had always wanted to stop the conversation with her. but whenever i said 'thank for your advise, i will take note' etc she will start writing more and more nonsense and get really work up)
therefore i asked her to prove it to me before i can believe her words. and tell me who she is.
guess wad? instead of telling me who she is, she start to force me to leave my bf and start talking nonsense.
oh wait, she did tel me who she is. starting she said she is one of his ex. but after a few conversation she says she is helping his ex to warn me.
seriously i find it very irritating. trying to physco me to believe her words yet she herself is so fake!
so i told her off and decide not to reply her anymore since she dun seems worth to trust and i still need to reply her in chinese. it's like kinda difficult to type out wad i wanna express.
super waste time only
BUT! she is like getting insane after received my reply.
asked me to take her words and break up with my bf.
if i dun do so she gonna spam my fb's friend n relatives.
it's like wtf? seriously bth her.
so i replied. scold and warned her to stop all nonsense before i report this case in my last message before i blocked her.
actually i had wanted to post up those pm on fb so that ppl can help me report her.
well, am still deciding on it wheather to do so or not.
most likely will show them on my blog on my next post.
i shall treat her as a entertainment during stressful working day. x)

2011-04-24T18:34:00.009+08:00

♥ 妹妹结婚了!♥

昨天没有在你婚礼上讲speech，所以现在在这里做个后补。okay?
因为怕自己会控制不了自己的情绪,在还没有开口之前就会泪流满面。你知道我的啦，像昨天她们讲speech我都控制不了了。哈哈

从小学认识到现在有11年了吧。有我们一半的人生了哦!
从原本只是位坐在我前面的同学到现在的好姐妹，一路上走来真的很不容易。因为只一起念小学所以在一起相处的时间并不是大家想象的那么多。可是在离开小学以后并没有拉远我们的距离。而我们所一起尽力的并的不是三两下子就能讲完的。
还记得小学时每天一起上学放学、上一样的补习班、打包午餐回你家、一起在家彩排、练习跳舞、做衣服等等... 都好像是昨天刚发生的事啊! 一转眼，大家都长大了。看着彼此一天一天的成长，对彼此的性格也一天比一天了解。在面对问题或需要对方的时候总会互相开导，帮忙与陪伴。而你总是我第一个轻诉的对象。

而今天能够结为好姐妹真的是老天赐的缘分啊!

现在你嫁人了，成为人家的妻子。说真的，还真的有点难以相信!
虽然一路上都曾反对，也没献上祝福。但最终你还是做了决定。也许这是老天的的安排。往后的日子里不能再胡乱发公主脾气了哦! 要好好和公公婆婆相处，做一位好太太，接下来就是位好妈妈。我对你有信心，相信你一定能做到。
Daniel- 你不可以欺负我妹妹哦! 别忘了你昨天签下了我们准备的‘协议书’!
现在已把她交给你，你一定要好好对待她。不可以让她伤心难过。知道吗?

往后的日子里不管遇到什么困难，我都还会像以前一样在你左右。像你昨天所说‘贴身底裤内衣’一样! 哈!
希望你能真的过得很幸福很幸福!
在此祝你新婚快乐!

永远爱你的姐姐上♥

2011-04-17T18:37:00.004+08:00

this week was quite happening! i had ate total of 4 bday cakes within 7days! Wed was ah leong's bday. it was a last min celebration. bf called while i was in the office. asked me to prepare for supper at night. so i rush home straight after work, get prepared go went to the mall to get present! by the time i reach the mall is alrdy 9pm! got a shirt for him and went down to bf's workplace. acc him home to tame shower n get prepared before we head down to Bugis! by the time we reach bugis was alrdy 11.45pm. we were the last to arrive. had our steamboat supper until 2am

after supper, everyone were busy thinking where to go.

in the end decide to go prawning! seriously i think it was a crazy idea as all of us still hv to work on the next day. especially me, work at 8.30am. =/ but i was the one who suggest. lols! so mr wui drove me and bf to bishan while the rest cab over. prawning from 3am-4am. only caught a few prawns. and we bbq it! =x

the next day i really cmi. fall aslp from 8pm all the way to 7am! but it was really fun! Anw, Stanley's bday next tue night. it's gonna be a crazy party again. all the way til the next morning. i'm dead! lols

2011-04-10T14:05:00.004+08:00

going to meet sis in 20mins time. yet i'm still on my home clothes. supposed to meet bf this evening but someone took mc at his workplace so.. plan spoiled! =/ FML had been slacking at home ytd. nuaing on my bed watching show from 12pm all the way to 10pm ! zai not? haha okay i noe, i'm a lazy gal. shall go prepare and get my ass out of my hse before i'm getting late again.

2011-04-06T22:46:00.004+08:00

now i miss life at Ipoh seriously.. bf's bro will be going back to Ipoh this coming friday. (super envy!) how i wish i can travel there this or next mth. but this two mths really hv too much to do until i cant leave to anywhere. how sad huh? anw, had been discuessing with bf n Yumi abt our next trip to Ipoh. can see that they really miss their hometown, and i miss going to their hometown too! pray hard that i can get 2days leave on June so that i can hv a short trip there again. As this Apr is really busy.. lots of 21st bday to attend and sis's wedding. they all happening on every of my weekends, both saturday n sunday! (broke like mad) plus am not feeling well for the pass few days.. even hv mc today. =( and also i had requested to hv a half day leave next monday too. later they tot i'm trying to be funny or wad. work on n off like tat.. so May sure must guai guai work alrdy.. cannot take leave anymore. hope i will feel better after a day of rest today. thought still dun feel well until now.. bo bian lah.. die also must go work tml. sure got lots to do. arghhh.. jus pray hard that i can finish up all my work on time w/o mistake :) looking forward for my next Ipoh trip.

oh ya! lastly i would like to thanks bf for come down to my place to acc me last night. even buy me supper! and of course today, bought me lunch from Nihon Mura while meeting his bro in the noon and got me the foundation that i wanted! (which is ofs and i cant find it anywhere!) hohoho! i'm a happy gal now! ^^

ps. bf's silly head on above pic. sure kill me if he saw it. =x heh

2011-04-03T20:34:00.006+08:00

Am suppose to update my blog with photos this time round. But it dun seems to be success again. Thus morning i told myself nt to be lazy again but to blog when i reach home. So the first thing I did after reach home from training is on my laptop. Was looking ard in fb etc. After 30mins or so, I shut down my laptop and went for a nap instead. Heh.. Now u know how lazy am i.. As I suppose Yumi at 8.30pm for shopping after her work. I dun think I will have anymore time to blog later at night. So here goes again, no proper update. I'm now blogging on the train while I'm on my way to meet Yumi. Good idea huh? To blog on train. The journey is quite long, no choice gonna find something to entertain myself. Anw, this afternoon while I was having a nap, I dream of something bad again. Dream of someone dead because of Mrt. Yes, I gonna say this word again. Wonder why am I so 'lucky' to always dream of this kind of horror thingy. Seriously scary to the max! But in the dream, bf was with me and we were somehow quarreling over some peanuts matter in the train. But 和好 after mins. And we saw someone dead.. Super weird and scary max! Some of my friends actually know abt this matter that usually after I dream of such things, the dream will turn true. When I look through fb after I woke up from my nap, I saw this news of a gal fall to the Mrt track at amk ard 11am.. Though it happened before my dream. Still scary okay.. Seriously dun wish to dream of such thing anymore. Anything relay to accident or ppl dead etc.. :(

2011-04-01T00:15:00.007+08:00

oh! it's 12.15am Happy 9mths! ^^ today i had my dinner cooked by bf. super yummy! had my favourite luncheon meat! we first meet at Jp to shop for groceries at ntuc before heading home bought quite alot of things ( some for Saturday). i simply love that feeling shopping for groceries with my love ones hoho spend like $30? consider ex i think.. well, am super busy this few days. photoshoot, driving, party, meeting etc.. hardly hv time to on my laptop or blog. =/ anw, had a shoot at Chinatown last Sunday. and i love this pic above! look vintage. i like that kind of feel! but i think look old. ahhh sad. lols

2011-03-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

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2011-03-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

yay! last night bf told me that his off day for next week will be on Saturday!

so mad happy!

means that we can go for our kite flying for the very first time!

pray hard on the day itself will not rain.

if not i will go bang wall for sure.

gonna go plan on wad things n food to brg

so eggcited!

anw, i manage to change my blogskin ytd noon

used 1hr plus i guess?

thought i will use up the whole day.

luckily still rmb how to change it.

how is it? nice?

i find it kinda pinky n girly compare to the one i had.

but i like it!

2011-03-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

love this pic above.

taken by Barry i think?!

anw thanks all of them for taking those nice pic!

love love!

alright, i had been thinking of changing my blogskin for sometimes..

this blogskin hv been with me for more than 2yrs alrdy i guess?

hopefully i can still rmb how to change it.

but currently hv no idea how should i design to replace this.

gonna go try out this saturday.

2011-03-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

woohoo!

it had been a long time since i blog

am super duper busy for the past few weeks!

lots of thing happening n things to be done.

didnt even hv time to upload my ipoh trip's photo on fb

as i even hardly hv time to on my com.

anw, received a news over my sis side 3weeks ago.

she is pregnant!

will be holding her wedding on 23rd Apr.

lately had been busy running ard with her.

looking for bridal shop, trying her wedding dress, wedding shoot,planning schedule for her big day, bros n sis meeting etc.

i'm invited to be her sis cum bride maid while baby will be the bro.

and i'm suppose to torture my own bf on that day. hahas

and oh, i will need to get 1 white and 1 purple dress for her wedding!

bought the purple one few days back.

now left with the white one.

ppl always say the purple is harder to get while i find the white one is much more harder!

cuz there r too many nice design of white dress out there, i couldnt make up my mind though.

anw there is still 1mth plus before her wedding.

i still hv time to choose. ^^

hopefully i can get something which i will wear even after the wedding dinner.

heh

2011-03-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

i wanna go for kite flying so badly.. :(

wanna go picnic with baby.

had wanting to go Barrage with him.

but it's always so hard to get a day off tgt.

arghh..

2011-02-28T00:26:00.003+08:00

你一次一次的摧毁我对你的信任，让我觉得我很天真...

我到底还能不能相信你说的话？努力努力，到底还需要努力多久？

都半年了，难道还不够久吗？为什么之前一个月就可以戒掉，现在就那么难？

这未免也太现实了吧...还是想敷衍我罢了？

不知道为什么每次在发现你抽烟后都会在睡先时独自躺在床头偷偷的落泪..

但这一次的我并没有向他发脾气，同时他也感到很意外。

我不说，是因为我不知道我还能说些什么了。该说的早在半年前以说得很清楚。

重复，只会让人觉得唠叨。争吵，也改变不了以发生的事实。

现在我终于知道，原来我管不着...

2011-02-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

it had been almost a mth since i last blog abt.

well, CNY had past, back from ipoh trip and also had our first Vday tgt.

photes had already uploaded on fb except for the ipoh trip one.

as there r really too much photos to be upload for that trip.

we took near 800 photos! =x

of course, there r lots of nonsense photos taken

so will hv to sort them out first.

okay, shall go n hv a nap before i start doing any thing i guess.

2011-01-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

hv been sick for this few days,

fever, sore throat, flu, cough.

so uncomfurtable..

currently have lots of party n event to attend.

and i'm now looking forward for cny already

which means that my Ipoh trip is getting nearer n nearer!

so excited!

Baby bought the ticket already.

actually planned to go KL after we reach Ipoh

but in the end we decide to go Peneng!

i miss the food at Ipoh!

miss those dim sum n hor fun there!

cant wait!

i'm so gonna get my luggage by next week and maybe some clothes for cny?

cant wait to pack my luggage!

anw, went wild wild wet with baby, Stanley and friend.

was super fun!

gonna upload those photos in fb.

hope that i will recover real soon.

so that i can enjoy all my outing.

2011-01-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

oh yay!

my 3days leave finally approve!

on the other hand,

last wk mummy also approve me goin Ipoh with baby already!

my ipoh trip is in less then 1mth time!
damn excited!

cant wait to pack my luggage!

oh wait, i need to get myself a new luggage first by next week before i can pack!

okay and also, i think i should ask bb to go purchase the tickets first before saying so much

hopefully there are still tickets available on the date n timing that we want!

happy ttm! x)

2011-01-09T02:28:00.000+08:00

movie with baby was awesome!

shall uplate on my 21st Bday soon =x

2011-01-04T10:57:00.001+08:00

really had fun on my chalet!
next coming up events i'm looking forward,
-Amanda's 21st
-CNY
-Ipoh trip
-Valentine day

i'm sucha lazy pig.
shall upload my photos soonnnn!

2011-01-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

I'm offically 21!

2011-01-03T12:45:00.002+08:00

it's my birthday!

Happy Birthday to me!

but i feel like i wasted today

still at home nuaing waiting for bf to come over..

sian half..

2010-12-30T17:40:00.001+08:00

2 more days to my 21st Birthday Party!
it's such a special date for me to celebrate on. 1.1.11
and it's first day of the year!
thought i always complain my bday fall on a very bad season of the year.
cuz it's on the 3rd day of the year. no one will rmb, everyone is busy, always nv fail to fall on the first day of school.
nobody in the class noe my bday. by the time they know alrdy past!
but this coming year is different!
i got to celebrate on the first day of the year with family n friends!
and it's my 21st!
thought i really hope to see everyone there,
seriously got too much to invite, but due to the chalet i booked
i only can invite some of them.
so sorry for those who i failed to invite. really sorry.
as i only manage to book this tiny one cuz it's super peak period, all others alrdy sold out =(
but still, i'm really looking forward for this day.
althought i hv been busy here n there for the past few weeks until today and most likely tml too.
i seriously pray that everything will go on smoothly.
no unhappiness, no quarrels, no misunderstanding,no lack of food,etc..
tat's all i pray for.
hope all my friends and my close ones enjoy it!

2010-12-28T14:05:00.002+08:00

hv been really busy n headache over my birthday party and christmas.
finally chalet booked, buffet ordered, alcohol bought, door gift done.
still left with those little little things to be prepare.
packing up cookies and most likely bake some muffins? lol
jus keep my finger cross, pray that on the day itself everything will go on smoothly
most importantly all my family n friends enjoy. :)
last week was totally a very busy week for me.
reach home after 12 almost everynight!
Monday-
had my Nihon Mura's Christmas gathering at cck outlet.
had lots of fun with all my friends there. party end at 2am?
reach bb's place at 3am! stayover n went to work at 7am the next morning.
Tuesday-
Company 's Christmas party in the noon. guai guai go home straight after work. but super unlucky, internet down, bedroom light spoil.
watch tv and end up quarrelled w mum -.-'
Wednesday-
went town with sis. great shopping! did my nails. but had a hard time hiring cab.
end up reach home ard 12plus.
Thursday-
went town again but w Amanda. bought super lot of things! shop til nearly 11pm. reach home 12plus again..
Friday-

Dept's Christmas party . Ate super lot of food. half day off.
went to jurong Nihon w baby then back to woodlands to change up
and down to town for shopping n cine's Nihon to meet up some of his friends for countdown too!
had a great time w them <3
reach baby's place ard 3am again.
Saturday-
woke up ard 9am? as baby need to work.
trained home, had a shower before my cousin came over.
and went to work at 6pm.
meet up sweeties n their bf after work for present exchange.
had Mac for supper w them n cab back to baby's hse ard 2am again @@
Sunday-
woke up super early again, 7am. as baby work morning shift,9am. =(
cabbed home n had my lunch before i had my 2hrs nap.
then went work at 6pm. =(
had less then 6hrs slp everyday.

and this week gonna be another busy week ahead i swear.
me gonna go crazy soon =s
i jus need more slp!

2010-12-20T07:57:00.002+08:00

薪水就像月经。一个月来一次，一个星期就完。=x

2010-12-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

seriously i think i shoud just make more friends.
as in friends who i can always hang out with.
sometime i jus find it damn irritated when i cant even find a single friend out on weekends.
no one is on.
getting more and more tired of trying to text or call ppl out but at the end of the day rotting at home.
none of them is free for me =<
kinda envy those pp who hv this kind of friendship whereby they can simply call or text the person
and she will appear before ur eyes within an hr time.
sadded. =<

2010-12-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

office is quite empty today.
many of them had took leaves for holidays.
but sadly i'm still here stone inside my office, in front of my desk. =(
supposingly i should be at ipoh , on my way to KL at this timing i guess?
but due to bf's leave not approve(someone took leave from 16-20 which is the date we want),
no choice, we gonna stay in sg. no holiday ='(
i guess he is feeling upset right now.
wads worst was, the person actually delayed his leave yet nv let bf noe abt it. >=(
i feel so'wad the hell'!
upset x 1000000000000000!
anyway i' on sleepy mood now
totally nth to do, facebook for the whole then when to look at my blog.
realise tat i didnt really blog much.
so i'm here to blog abit.
but my eyes jus wont listen to me.
keeps shutting... =s
okay, i shall stop here.
shopping with babes ltr. ^^

2010-12-12T18:00:00.005+08:00

(pic taken in my new rm this)

1 week w/o blogging

i'm in my new hse.

and today is the 2nd day

sotof used to it alrdy?

as in stay in the hse itself.

had been spending my weekends packing n packing

finally i'm free to on my lappy after 1week =s

thusrday was my last night at cck.

kinda shocked cuz it supposed to be on fri.

due to the current owner who w/o a kind soul had asked her contractor

to plack off all the tap in my hse n said that she need to renovate now!

is she nuts? we r still living there rite?

cant she jus renovate some other thing?

or better to wait for 2 more days?

seriously wad's wrong w her? or maybe wad's wrong w her brain?

-.-'

so we had to walk ard the hse w shoes(cuz the floor was full of dust)

no tap for water.

got big problem in the morning when we wash up.

crazy lady!

after work on fri, meet baby for movie before heading back to cck for the last time

packed all those stuffs that need to brg over

and cabbed down to woodlands w baby, mum n bro.

baby ordered KFC as supper for my family!

so for the first time, first meal we had in my new hse w all my love ones. ^^

after that we wash up and stay over at the new hse w/o bed.

it's was my first night there.

oh ya, baby stayed over too!

yay! so many first time again!

simply love this feeling!

the next morning woke up super early?

the guys went back to cck for the shifting matter.

while mummy n i went super market to buy some ingredient for lunch!

and we bought super lots of thing home.

but we had a hard time to prepare as not all the thing for cooking is here.

after hrs, finally all the stuff are here n the guys r back.

had lunch cum dinner tgt before we unload n tidy up the place.

i realised tat i got super lots of thing yet little space :(

throw quite a number of them. =/

while packing, baby fell aslp on my bed.

slept for an hr or so?

after he woke up , he helped me to pack my warerobe.

so nice! ^^

baby supposed to stay over

but end up he went home as he need to do his house work. =(

slept at 2am last nite.

super tired.

woke up 9am this morning.

supposed to work but last min was cancel.

alrdy changed n make up alrdy then say. -.-'

sian half.

so start packing again

pack n pack n pack til now.

9hrs of packing?!

my bones cracking.

still left w 1 or 2 box of my stuffs to be unload.

argghh!

okay shall update again.

2010-12-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

stupid iphone dun allow me to blog. =(

anw, busy day ahead.

had been spending whole day packing my room again.

suppose to go fetch baby at night to surprise him and pass him carebear at the same time

but end up nv..

cuz last min sis was too tired too acc me down for dinner.

damn sad..

my heart dropped deep down.

maybe i was too excited at first, but end up plans gone

super upset

the feeling it's like up and down.

as baby had been really busy w work ever since he transferred to jurong.

he's like a man in army. or maybe worst?

atleast NS man got to book out on weekends.

but he still need to work on both wd n we. =(

plus off day not confirm.

we hardly can really spend a day tgt for a date.

in the day no time to msg, in the night only can hv few mins talk before i go to bed.

and hv to wait as long as 10days before we could meet up.

how sad case it is?

today really lose for mood damn badly.

when he called me jus now after work i cant help but broke into tears once i heard his voice.

i noe it's abit crazy but i believe some will understand my feeling

esp those bf in army.

it's like so near yet so far.

and i cant believe this thing gonna happen in my life.

before i can prepare myself, it had already start w/o any warning

not 2yrs but long term.

how am i goin to tahan?

='(

2010-12-04T12:45:00.003+08:00

HELLO FRIENDS!

I'll be holding my 21st Birthday Party on the 1st January 2011 at Costa Sands Resort (Downtown East)!

Food & Drinks will be provided.

p.s. you may want to bring along your own alcohol! ;)

Cake-cutting session will commence at 12AM

*i sincerely hope you all can stay till late for the cutting-cake session. Since its a once in a lifetime affair for me =x

And people,MALE/FEMALE please abide the theme of the party:HAWAII/HAWAIIAN

Do come in sexy/sunshine/beach kinda dressing!

I'll be looking forward to see all of your during the party!

People on my guest list, please RSVP to the event as soon as possible!

(Those who i invited, pls RSVP asap! until now only half of them respond. where r the rest!)

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/event.php?eid=149512895097171

This is to aid me in preparing the food & drinks in right quantities.

For further details, you may sms/pm me!

HuiyiTina ♥

2010-12-03T12:13:00.000+08:00

pack n pack n pack n pack!

why do i hv so much things to pack?!

i think i had been purchasing too much.

end up having a endless packing.

save me!!!

2010-12-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5 MONTHS! =)

2010-11-28T15:32:00.004+08:00

fall down from escalator 2days ago.

super duper ps lor.

when i get up after i fall i dun even dare to look at my legs.

cuz i scare it's bleeding..

but it was damn painful at tat time.

luckily my friend was beside me.

so i faster walk to office before i look at my poor legs

and realise tat i injured both my hands n legs.

with cuts n bruise..

was bleeding abit and i dun dare to say out..

cuz i dun wan the whole office to look at me.

end up went toilet secretly to clean the cuts by wet tissue.

was super pain when i touch it. so i jus barely clean away the blood

and ignore it.

hope wont kanna any infection? hahas.

well, jus found out i got total of 14 bruises.

-.-'

and my hse got no medicine for the cuts. only hv the 'zam buk' for my bruises.

and i dunno wad kind of medicine is use for cuts..

so.. didn't bother abt it.

and cuts dun seem getting any better now

thought it's still painful whenever touch it

but no longer pain when walk.

and bruises are getting more obvious.

jus hope there there wont be any scar pls!

haiss..

i guess i'm kinda unlucky this week.

pls make it until this week only!

2010-11-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

oh gosh!

i haven design my Birthday poster yet!

how should i start?

headache sia.

2010-11-23T22:08:00.003+08:00

I'm on leave today!

went over to fetch baby last night to surprise him!

and train back to tpy tgt!
anw today is his off day too!

i woke up ard 10am,

play with my phone n fall aslp again.

woke up again ard 12pm, then fall aslp again til 2plus. -.-'

cuz tat pig is still slping n dun wanna wake up.

v pig lor. we wasted half day of our leave on slping.

arghh!

planned to eat mac value lunch but by the time we done preparing already 3pm

so went downstair for roasted chicken rice! yum yum!

then head to woodlands to collect bb's iphone thing

but when we reached, the person said the thing not here yet.

walua, waste of trip!

said monday will reach, today already .

they should hv more then enough time to perpare rite?

yet didn't call to inform us. =s

so went singtel to do sim card transfer

but failed.

end up need to purchase the thing for sim card transfer.

damn troublesome!

when value shop n bought some biscuit and head back to tpy.

as we supposed to go town for shopping

but bb wan me to go back transfer my contact number first in case it doesnt work.

when we reached tpy, was pouring heavily!

we are all wet even thought there is shelter.

after everything done we headed to town for dinner!

first went ion then far east last cine!

shop ard and bought myself a pair of shoes.
had wanted to buy pretty iphone4 covers but all pretty one are so costly!
the price is as high as 200 plus!
goshh! with blinks on it cost 200?
cuz it's handmade? like tat i must well go pasa malam buy lor
$10 hv le hehe
okay back to topic.

had Best Fries Forever at cine cuz not really tat hungry.

then shop ard again n back to cck

sadded, from now on will hv lesser with bb.

as he will be working at JW instead.

schedule become more pack.

and i will be moving to woodlands next mth.

wont get chance to fetch him offen like before

will hv lesser chance to meet.

hope our r/s will grow stronger as time go instead.

must learn to be more independent from now on.

2010-11-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

out with gals to nihon mura for dinner!

it was their first time there?

as they wanna try the food there before Alan transfer to jurong.

well, we ordered super lots of food and they r all super nice!

and i actually tried a piece of salmon sashimi.

i jus simply dun like it! @@

me n leen bought out DSLR along.

took some photos and oh ya, mandy bought a canon camara

super duper cool!

love it!

then chat n laugh all the way until baby end work

and amanda wan us to send her home cuz she scare someone will suddenly attack her!

lols

so all of us cab from cck to bt timah, to cck again.

LMAS!

well, we gals here should jus hang out more offen!

both gals's bf is serving NS now

and me gonna be apart w baby soon too, due to busy work schedule.
lets cheer for each other n stay strong!

2010-11-19T14:50:00.001+08:00

Baby got me a iphone 4 as my advance birthday present!

love it to the max!

2010-11-15T00:25:00.001+08:00

stop smoking...!

pls....

='(((

2010-11-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

this room is cursed.

come on in n stay if u dare.

2010-11-10T09:01:00.001+08:00

yeah, keep blogging!
anw, before u guys start to read this post i gonna warn u first
this post gonna be full of complains
u might wanto skip reading it.
do go ahead ok? hahas
well, end up didn't get MC.
seriously got too much work to complate.
head to work as usual, train was more crowned then usual
so irritated by my swollon eyes
hardly can open n close. tsk!
at the same time am hungry to the max!
almost wanna faint in the MRT. @@
keep drinking water once i reach office.
suppose to print n send payslips at this moment
but both KH n TTSH's documents r not ready yet!
so unefficiency! waste of my time.
tat's y am blogging here at time timing ( yes,9am in the morning -.-')
seems like everything will be delay.
TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL TL
time pls pass fast (hopefully i can do n complate y work fast oso ;) ) hehe
seems like it's gonna be a busy week
shall focus myself more on work instead.

2010-11-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

pms-ing..

bad mood for the whole day.

even those there was an early release today.

was rushing my work since morining.

headache to the max.

yet received some msg tat make me feel worse.

seriously can make me faint on the spot.

arghhh..

anw,feeling quite terrible now

slight fever and feel like vomiting. =(

shall i skip tml work and take mc instead?

hmm.. maybe yes? lols

jus meet yk and hv a nice chat with him.

well, i shall noe wad to do now.

thanks for ur expensive curry puff!

hahas.

shall meet up again soon and pls take good care of the thing i gave u jus now hor!

well, now i realise tat the more i know the more i feel stress

i was right, the smell from ur fingers weeks ago was it.

i test it by my own and it turn out exactly the same.

haisssss x 1000000000000000000000

2010-11-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

it's monday, a down down monday..

i tot i suppose to be happily chit chatting with my love one at this timing.

but i'm now at home emo-ing, writting blog.

i feel so disappointed, so upset.

my heart sank dip dip down to my toes.

trying hard to hide my tears.

laugh as usual like nth gonna happened.

hold them back but failed.

cried, not becuz i'm sad but lost.

hv no idea how to face this problem.

hw to solve it?

angry? ignore? pretend? scold? hack care? give in? or wad?

4 mths, is more then enough for u to noe wad i like n hate.

u should noe i seriously hate liars and of course smokers.

i'm hv been putting on so much effort, hope on u n tot tat u will be different.

wanting u to be honest n truthful to me.

and i believe i did gave u time to quit n not forcing u nor giving u limited time on it.

y do u hv to hide it from me if u dun manage to do it?

i'm not trying to blame u.

or maybe it's my fault not ur's.

asking too much from u. =/

and the same time i feel so disgrace on how i actually promised ur mum to stop u from smoking.

i guess i failed.

knowing u hv beening stressful at work, taking my time off to acc u as much as i can.

control my temper etc.

i did spare a thought for u when u r busy working outside.

i do my part.

but the moment is smell the smoke from ur mouth, i stoned.

and the look from ur eyes, u shocked.

the excuse u gave, seriously unbelievable.

this is the 2nd time.

how many times more will i encounter in future?

if this gonna be it, i shall just wash my hand off of it from now on.

cuz u really broke my heart into million piece.

u can take time to get over it, jus let me know.

but bear this in mind, we should be transparent to each other.

no lies.

i just want you to be truthful to me.

that's all.

2010-11-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

I WANNA GO CLUBBING SO BADLY!

='(