T I N A H U I Y II
eggcrack on 3rd january 1990
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Full of stuff that means nothing
At the end of the day, it doesn't even matter. =)
alL couples to be lovely n happy celebrate my 21th birthday with all my loves one
confidence
surprise!
slim down CNY @ ipoh
go BKK!
HongKong! more clothes enough! burberry bag GUGGI bag Coach wristlet LongChamp bag rings P/T Job! More iphone4 covers! Polaroid Pink luggage Escada Perfume iphone 4! XD DSLR! driving license
A car
it's friday... yet i feel kinda moody after received some message this morning. totally not in the mood to work at all. can someone pls tell me what to do? well, it had been only a short 2weeks after knowing the truth from my sister. at first i was so shocked and i told myself i'm not gonna accept but to aviod it as soon as possible. i have my plans ahead. yes, planss.... seriously, i'm not trying to force u to leave me right now. i'm telling u all this becuz i want u to understand my situation and understand me better. there is thousands of things i hasn't tell u and i got no chance to tell u. i admit, i enjoy the moments spending with everyone during the chalet. every single parts of it. it was the 1st time i really enjoy myself w/o thinking of him at all after break up. going for dates w/o feeling guilty etc.. so i asked myself, have i totally overcome it or it was jus for this particular period only? but at the same time,my mind is still as moody as before. 1 more week to our short getaway.the one i had been hoping for.. but the feel is no longer there.. what should i do now? i always tot i can bear with his nonsense and get over every disappointment he made. yes, i did it. but i hv been so used to it til the feeling is gone. i planned it and hoping for some outcome when i'm back in sg. i planned so long and spend so much effort on it how can i give up at this point of time? no way... arghhh... i'm getting confused on what i want now. i always failed to get what i want and failed to complate my task. damn loser la. hais.. TWL,if you r reading it, i'm gonna ask u not to emo again. cuz i feel so guilty seeing you upset over this matter. feel so low when u not replying my sms. can we just laugh and play like before? i miss it so much.